Red lips with the ripped fish nets
She's got a neckless
And shes kinda depressed
She feels useless
While everyone walks around clueless
No one can tell that she's dying on the inside
Begging just to break free
She has memories sum would call her delusional
But everyone's behavior is unusual
Scars cover her arms
From nights in the bathroom with a blade to her wrist
She just couldn't resist
Or understand why she exist
Everyones life looks like a bliss
Meanwhile her is misery with a real sick twist
Her ex's says she's a wildfire
Her momma thinks she's a bastard child
That's why that haven't talked in awhile
Oh my misery it's just history
Life's a mystery
See what they did to me
Know who I wanna be
Do what I wanna do
That's just the way it's gonna be
She walks the lonely halls of the past
Locked inside her brain everyday is miserable
She gets no rest
Bags under her eyes heavy like bricks
She wonders why do I exist
World is full of hatred
Everyone around her says she needs to do this
But she can't resist the urge resis
Her life isnt a bliss
When she's gone she knows she won't be missed
Oh my misery it's just history
Life's a mystery
See what they did to me
Know who I wanna be
Do what I wanna do
That's just the way it's gonna be
snakes shed there skin often
She no snake but she meets them often
Liars n addicts ohh ohh liars n addicts
Her behavior sporadic
No likes her
She's a misfit a lost soul
Her behavior just gets old
Angry everyday her emotions won't go away
She's broken n doesn't know what to say
Her depressions setting in
She's lost in a city filled with sin
Friend or foe their just alike
What a shame she lost a game
Young n stupid
She knew it
Oh my misery it's just history
Life's a mystery
See what they did to me
Know who I wanna be
Do what I wanna do
That's just the way it's gonna be
Darkness n light
Ying n yang
That's what she is