I don't know why I even try
Cuz most days I feel barley alive
The Drugs come first and I threw self love to the back
Feeling like I wanna die
Can tell by the look in my eyes
I could never lie to you
My depression pretends to be a friend
That's why I feel like I'm barely alive
Everyone keeps asking me why
But seriously I don't know why
I do this to myself
Really should get some help
No one cares how I felt
So I lock my emotions away
Save them for another day
When I wanna let it rain
Plz just make this go away
Why won't this go away
Hurt people hurt people
But now that's just a excuse to hurt people
How evil could I be
I'm sorry I was blind but now I see
Who were meant to be
I'm begging u don't walk away
I don't really care what they say
U can have it our way
Emotions left on read nowadays
I just keep shit locked away
Take it out on a rainy day
These problems will never go away
I don't know what to say
Plz don't walk away
I'm begging u just stay
I need u now cuz I'm not okay
Hurt people hurt people
But now that's just a excuse to hurt people
How evil could I be
I'm sorry I was blind but now I see
Who were meant to be
I guess time will only tell
What we choose not to say
Words are cheap but what comes after is expensive
Like jewelry imma keep shining everyday in my own way
Not what u thought I'd say anyways
Plz don't walk away I wanna hear what u have to say you matter to me always
I'm sorry no I apologize for my evil ways
I get why you walked away
But now the rain won't go away
I'm lost for words what can I say
Hurt people hurt people
But now that's just a excuse to hurt people
How evil could I be
I'm sorry I was blind but now I see
Who were meant to be
L7ke
