Why?

I don't know why I even try

Cuz most days I feel barley alive

The Drugs come first and I threw self love to the back

Feeling like I wanna die

Can tell by the look in my eyes

I could never lie to you

My depression pretends to be a friend

That's why I feel like I'm barely alive

Everyone keeps asking me why

But seriously I don't know why

I do this to myself

Really should get some help

No one cares how I felt

So I lock my emotions away

Save them for another day

When I wanna let it rain

Plz just make this go away

Why won't this go away

Hurt people hurt people

But now that's just a excuse to hurt people

How evil could I be

I'm sorry I was blind but now I see

Who were meant to be

I'm begging u don't walk away

I don't really care what they say

U can have it our way

Emotions left on read nowadays

I just keep shit locked away

Take it out on a rainy day

These problems will never go away

I don't know what to say

Plz don't walk away

I'm begging u just stay

I need u now cuz I'm not okay

Hurt people hurt people

But now that's just a excuse to hurt people

How evil could I be

I'm sorry I was blind but now I see

Who were meant to be

I guess time will only tell

What we choose not to say

Words are cheap but what comes after is expensive

Like jewelry imma keep shining everyday in my own way

Not what u thought I'd say anyways

Plz don't walk away I wanna hear what u have to say you matter to me always

I'm sorry no I apologize for my evil ways

I get why you walked away

But now the rain won't go away

I'm lost for words what can I say

Hurt people hurt people

But now that's just a excuse to hurt people

How evil could I be

I'm sorry I was blind but now I see

Who were meant to be