Ooooooooooooooooooo
I'm by myself again
I tend to push people away
It's getting bad again
Why am I my own worse enemy
Think I need to see my therapist
Unpacking bAggage like I came back from vacation
Im always irritable kinda like I have a rash
When will I change my ways
This is not working anyways
I'm losing myself
Drowning in my mental health
Oooooooooooooo
Why is my brain like this
I feel like I'm sick
No need for the doctor plz
I can't afford another pill
Will u leave me to myself
Cuz I swear I don't feel well
Suffocating isolating but u couldn't tell
I can't go back down this way
Have I gone back down this way
I think I'm hurting myself
When will I change my ways
This is not working anyways
I'm losing myself
Drowning in my mental health
Oooooooooooooooooo
im steady lying to myself
N I tend to get overwhelmed
This is way to much for me to handle
God plz light a candle
I don't wanna get lost on the way thru hell
I think ur over reacting
Exactly cuz u know I'm hurting myself
I promise to get some help
I promise to heal this time
Not mask with drugs
Sex or waste money or my time
I'll show u exactly what I'm made of
And this time I'll be ready for the test
When will I change my ways
This is not working anyways
I'm losing myself
Drowning in my mental health
Ooooooooooooo
I have true spiritual wealth