Why is my brain like this ?

Ooooooooooooooooooo

I'm by myself again

I tend to push people away

It's getting bad again

Why am I my own worse enemy

Think I need to see my therapist

Unpacking bAggage like I came back from vacation

Im always irritable kinda like I have a rash

When will I change my ways

This is not working anyways

I'm losing myself

Drowning in my mental health

Oooooooooooooo

Why is my brain like this

I feel like I'm sick

No need for the doctor plz

I can't afford another pill

Will u leave me to myself

Cuz I swear I don't feel well

Suffocating isolating but u couldn't tell

I can't go back down this way

Have I gone back down this way

I think I'm hurting myself

When will I change my ways

This is not working anyways

I'm losing myself

Drowning in my mental health

Oooooooooooooooooo

im steady lying to myself

N I tend to get overwhelmed

This is way to much for me to handle

God plz light a candle

I don't wanna get lost on the way thru hell

I think ur over reacting

Exactly cuz u know I'm hurting myself

I promise to get some help

I promise to heal this time

Not mask with drugs

Sex or waste money or my time

I'll show u exactly what I'm made of

And this time I'll be ready for the test

When will I change my ways

This is not working anyways

I'm losing myself

Drowning in my mental health

Ooooooooooooo

I have true spiritual wealth