I'm lying to myself
I know I should get some help
Can't pick myself up again
I really need new friends
Is that the doctor dude
I'm so tired of the abuse
That I inflict on myself
I swear it's just my mental health
Is it getting bad again
Don't know who to tell
I'm so tired of my mental health
My depressions at a all time low
I promise to not say goodbye again without saying hello first
And I think u should know
I loved you at a all time low
I'm tired of this road
That I've been on for like a year
Kinda wanna go home
But home is no where to be found
So here i sit on the ground
In a cold ass town
That cut me down
Left me with a frown
Feeling like imma drown
Almost dropped my crown
My feelings stuffed in a mound
Fuck this fucked up sad town
Everyone's laughing but me
Still tryna figure out what's funny
Maybe I'm the problem
Cuz I just don't see things clearly
Visions blurry plz don't leave in a hurry
It's only 6:30
Hey why can't u see that I'm hurt
By all the actions n words
So here i sit on the ground
In a cold ass town
That cut me down
Left me with a frown
Feeling like imma drown
Almost dropped my crown
My feelings stuffed in a mound
Fuck this fucked up sad town
If it wasn't for you
I'd probably still be asleep
I woke up to a nightmare
Yeah life it ain't fair
No one cares
Or will be there
So u gotta keep it to ur self
Especially how u felt
Cuz no one else feels what we've felt
Fuck this sad town
I'm leaving now
So here i sit on the ground
In a cold ass town
That cut me down
Left me with a frown
Feeling like imma drown
Almost dropped my crown
My feelings stuffed in a mound
Fuck this fucked up sad town
I'm sorry to the ones who love me
I know I don't make it easy
Trust me believe me I know
I get angry I say mean things
Cuz they come easy believe me I hate my own tongue
Ruined friendships that were meant for a lifetime
Can someone throw me a life line
I don't think I'm fine
So let me cry in time I'll find what's mine
Leave me be all on my own
Cuz I'd rather be alone than with u
So here i sit on the ground
In a cold ass town
That cut me down
Left me with a frown
Feeling like imma drown
Almost dropped my crown
My feelings stuffed in a mound
Fuck this fucked up sad town
L7ke