Lately I've been feeling no emotion
I'm just numb as shit
Tuck n roll the swisher till I don't give a shit
Yeah I spend mosty days high locked inside my room just waiting on my impending doom
N lately I've been surrounded by a cloud of darkness n feeling so damn heartless
Wishing I wasnt carless
But thats just my fault cuz I'm so careless
(Singing part)
Won't fall asleep
I'll stay awake
N hopes that these problems will go away
But instead they stay till the sun rises
Atleast I know what's here there's no surprises
And I know I gotta quit these drugs eventually
But till then imma pop a pill drink and smoke till it satisfy me
Cuz numbing all these feelings doesn't come easy
There's a price to pay and it has me feeling queasy and I keep asking myself why I'm like this or why did I ever try it
Cuz this lifestyle gon kill me quick
Be the next one on the news
Cuz I'm heading to a ditch
(Singing part )
Won't fall asleep
I'll stay awake
N hopes that these problems will go away
But instead they stay till the sun rises
Atleast I know what's here there's no surprises
Most of u would think that suicide is for a bitch a cowards way out but I'm exhausted everyday there's no escape
N all the super heros are dead
So no one's coming to save me
So maybe I'll just rot till the morning
And I don't got a pot to piss in
N my life is kinda boring
So I'll do the drugs n stay up till the morning
(Singing part)
Won't fall asleep
I'll stay awake
N hopes that these problems will go away
But instead they stay till the sun rises
Atleast I know what's here there's no surprises
As I close this out I hope that u heard me
I know it's kinda early but definitely worried
No I don't wanna die
I just want these issues to go away
But everyday I wake up and there here to stay
There's no escape so no point in running away
Even if I could how would I run away from my head
Cuz that's where I wish I was dead
As I'm laying in my bed I'll rot away like corpse
If only I could divorce my problems then maybe I'd be okay
(Singing part)
Won't fall asleep
I'll stay awake
N hopes that these problems will go away
But instead they stay till the sun rises
Atleast I know what's here there's no surprises
L7ke