Screaming

Screaming why to the crying sky. This heart ache feels like a hurricane. Not having your candycane lips just sweet to the touch. Missing you is making me insane the pain of a empty bed is getting to me. Getting me drinking every bottle dry trying to numb my heart. Numb this pain of loving you it makes it hard to remain sane. I wish these feelings would quit. Waking up with a splitting headache from medicating a heart break. I know by now you're used to fake love. We got that fairy tale real love. You gave me one more reason to thank the God above. As long as I got your love and wake-up to the great view of you. If I could make you my wife I would win at life. When I see that smile I feels as if you brought the light to the dark in my heart. You being gone is ripping to ribbons. Killing me yeahh it kills me. Filling up and hitting my own liver with that hard liquor. Trying to quit you. I had more than a few and short of a lot just got to drown the thought of you. Losing you I am not afraid to admit it I should be committed. I wish things could have happened different. I don't know why you had to go back to Montana, it was 2 months before my accident. Thats when I found out you were pregnant. I still don't know if he was mine or his. I know I should want nothing to do with you. But I can't help it.