Dark2

Lost I'm so lost I can't tell up from down not having you around is killing me and putting me in the ground. Remembering when I would see that smile on that face then tasting your lips. Yeah I am still trying to fix this heart of mine. All my dreams are of the good times. Wake-up missing you and that sun rise hue on you. The beauty of the light when it met your eyes. I can't ever forget no matter what I do. I can't forget that sight. These lonely nights are killing me. Falling apart my life has been falling apart. With how dark it's been I'm expecting the dawn. Wanting wishing for more days with the sun on your bare skin. Filling up on the booze and the feeling. I know it might not have been a big deal to you. To me it feels like and hurts like hell. I guess its what I deserve since I fell for someone like you. I've been hurt before but none can come close to you leaving me. Nothing I do numbs this pain. You left me believing that everything would fine with a kiss. Hopeless is how I feel now. I wish and wish for another chance. This woman is killing me. Yes ma'am I drown my self in all the bar's alcohol. Trying to move past it. But the liquor doesn't make a difference. I used to take pride in not being a quiter but I just want to get over you quicker. I'm so damn tired it's like we were made for each other. No one fits in my life better. Over and done is how you left us. Who knew moving on would be this hard. I move from the beauty of that neon blue on you. Picking up all of the shards and fragments this broken heart has.