That neon night life has a hold on me. Lately I've been trying to get my life right. Getting right with God I need more of to face off with these odds.
I used to believe the devil's lies thinking it was a myth. I didn't realize it was real till I found myself in that pit. Pit of despair now I want the king by my side. So I know what paradise is like. Taking all the bad of life and use it for this music. Yes all these similes are real thoughts. I had to express my feelings because I was dieing on the inside. Writing night after night. Line after Line trying to find the light. I was lost for so long now I know I am nothing without you. Happy I got to run it back your so good to me. Good to me when I didn't deserve it. When I was younger I tried to sell my soul for a crush. Thankful that it didn't work out I had no idea what love was till you showed me. Traded my smoke sessions for Bible lessons. Hope to live a life with him smiling down on me. I feel blessed every day the light hits my eyes. Used to always be stressed out but now not much. I know we got such a great God. He gives me the blessings I don't deserve. Ohhh oh lord I am so grateful to have the chance to get this opportunity. I should be dead but I am grateful to you for pulling me out that pit. Filled with misery and emptiness. There was no light or love. I know you are above us now. I don't care if they make some jokes of me. They can go head and clown. I just hope you look down at with the happiness a father gets when he sees his son succeed. I won't be walking on egg shells. Telling all who will listen the good news. I didn't believe in you but you always believed in me. If I got you God I got all I need. I don't deserve this love you payed the price for any who believes in your son to have paradise. I can't thank you enough all the love I didn't earn. I know you are high above in the ferment.
Brandon_Garcia
