Light

Cores light Cores light what I used to sip on after them long days. I would kill a six pack on my Wednesdays. Every Wednesday was like this to unwind and ease my mind. Now all I want is to go back to those days. Working and workin some more hoping for a storm. To get that over time and time in half pay. Take a look at my past all I ever did get to the bread. That was just how I once lived.

Telling that time is over and done. Trying to follow the son because he is the one who cares always there. Staring at the sky asking why God. You did it for my best now I know that. You have always been there. I just didn't know it till now. Learning how to feel about my current situation. Hoping I can fully heal. But I kinda miss those days reminiscing when I was punching my ticket to the hell's misery express. Even though it was the best times I had. That time's hold has me drained and running low on hope. Not knowing how to walk anymore has my heart sore. All this I keep is seeping into my the I type and write. Fighting Fighting my agony I feel lonely. Praying that I can see you on your throne. Hoping you will end my pain soon. I feel like I am wasting this chance away. Praying that Jesus can bring me peace.