Numb enough

(Verse 1)

I gave you my heart, no safety, no guard

Put your name in my veins, yeah I took it too far

Bought you dreams, bought you time, bought you anything

While you treated my love like it don’t mean a thing

Late nights, phone light, waiting on your call

You were out somewhere else while I gave you my all

I was blind to the signs, yeah I played my part

Now I’m stuck with the pieces of a broken heart

(Pre-Chorus)

You took my love and you ran with it

Acted like it was nothing, just a game with it

Now I’m lost in the dark tryna deal with it

Every memory cut, yeah I feel that shit

(Chorus)

So I pour another drink, let it burn my chest

Tryna drown every thought, every deep regret

Pop another pill, I don’t wanna feel

But the pain too real, yeah it won’t stand still

Light one up, let the smoke fill my lungs

Only time I feel peace is when I go numb

Yeah I gave you my soul, you just let it fall

Now it’s weed that’s the only thing healing it all

(Verse 2)

You said forever, I believed every word

Now forever just a lie that I wish I never heard

All the money, all the love, all the time I spent

You just took it and you left, like it came and went

Got me staring at the ceiling, fighting all these thoughts

How the hell I lose myself over what we lost

Now I’m colder than before, heart turned to stone

Rather be alone than feel this alone

(Pre-Chorus)

You played me once, I won’t go again

Now I trust smoke more than I trust friends

Every hit got me closer to forgetting you

Every high got me feeling like I’m bulletproof

(Chorus)

So I pour another drink, let it burn my chest

Tryna drown every thought, every deep regret

Pop another pill, I don’t wanna feel

But the pain too real, yeah it won’t stand still

Light one up, let the smoke fill my lungs

Only time I feel peace is when I go numb

Yeah I gave you my soul, you just let it fall

Now it’s weed that’s the only thing healing it all

(Bridge)

I was real, you were fake, now I see it clear

All the love that I gave just disappeared

Now I’m riding through the night with my demons close

Only thing keep me sane is the smoke I blow

(Outro)

Yeah… I gave you everything

You treated it like nothing

Now I’m just tryna feel nothing at all…