Numb ain’t working

(Intro)

Yeah…

I tried to drown it all, but it keep floatin’ back up…

Still her…

(Verse 1)

Late nights, same phone, I still scroll your name

Thumb hover over call but I don’t hit “ring”

Got a pocket full of cash, but it don’t mean a thing

When the only thing I want is what the past still brings

I been pourin’ up slow just to quiet my mind

Couple pills, couple girls, just to pass the time

They be layin’ in my bed but I don’t feel alive

’Cause it’s you in my head every single night

I done tried everything just to kill that pain

New chains, new whips, still feel the same

They say money heal wounds but they lied to me

’Cause the richest I been still the saddest me

(Pre-Chorus)

I been runnin’ from the hurt, I can’t escape it

Every high fade away, I still face it

Tried to replace you, but I can’t fake it

Girl, without you I’m breakin’

(Chorus)

I been tryna get numb, but it don’t work

All this money and these drugs just make it worse

Got these women in my room, but I still hurt

’Cause none of them got your love, your worth

I miss you more than I can say in words

Every night I’m fightin’ demons in the dark

I can’t numb this pain inside my heart

Girl, I’m lost ever since we fell apart

(Verse 2)

I remember when you told me I was everything

Now I’m lookin’ at your pics like a memory

Tryna act like I’m good, but it’s all pretend

’Cause I’d trade all this life just to hold you again

I been drinkin’ more heavy, I ain’t sleepin’ right

Got me starin’ at the ceiling every single night

Hear your voice in my head, sayin’ “it’s alright”

But it ain’t, girl, not without you in my life

I done had a hundred chances with some different girls

But I swear they don’t compare, you a different world

They just temporary highs, you was permanent

Now I’m stuck with this pain and I’m learnin’ it

(Pre-Chorus)

I been runnin’ from the hurt, I can’t escape it

Every high fade away, I still face it

Tried to replace you, but I can’t fake it

Girl, without you I’m breakin’

(Chorus)

I been tryna get numb, but it don’t work

All this money and these drugs just make it worse

Got these women in my room, but I still hurt

’Cause none of them got your love, your worth

I miss you more than I can say in words

Every night I’m fightin’ demons in the dark

I can’t numb this pain inside my heart

Girl, I’m lost ever since we fell apart

(Bridge)

If I could turn back time, I’d fix my wrongs

Put you first where you belonged

Now I’m stuck singin’ sad songs

Wishin’ you’d come back home

I’d drop it all, every dollar I made

Every vice, every habit, every mistake

Just to see your face, hear you say my name

But I know it ain’t the same…

(Outro)

So I keep pourin’ up, tryna feel less

But the truth is I just miss you more, I confess

All this numbness just a mask for the stress

Girl, I lost you… now I got nothin’ left.