(Hook)
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling numb
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling nuuuuumb
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling numb
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling nuuuuuumb
Tryna get you out my head,
Things I wish I never said, things I wish I never saaaaid.
Demons playing with my head,
Can’t get no sleep, replaying every word I said.
But I ain’t hiding from the truth, I know I crossed that line.
Can’t rewind the hands of time, can’t press replay on you and I.
So we pouring up like memories don’t hit the same at night,
Everybody saying, “Cheers,” but they don’t know what it’s like.
(Verse)
Yeah, the city’s loud but somehow I’m alone again,
Got a hundred conversations, none of them feel genuine.
Phone lighting up, but it ain’t the one I’m hoping for,
You became a lesson that I never could ignore.
Swear I wear a smile just to keep the questions low,
Everybody think I’m good because I never let it show.
Another glass, another toast, another lie I tell myself,
That if I keep this bottle close, I won’t be missing someone else.
You moved on, I stayed stuck inside the same night,
Reading old messages, wondering where the blame lies.
Maybe we were both wrong, maybe that’s the hard part,
Losing someone slowly hits way harder than a broken heart.
(Hook)
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling numb
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling nuuuuumb
Trying to drown the silence every time the night comes.
Drinking ‘til I’m feeling numb,
Maybe by the morning I’ll remember who I was.