Numb enough

(Verse 1)
I gave you my heart, no safety, no guard
Put your name in my veins, yeah I took it too far
Bought you dreams, bought you time, bought you anything
While you treated my love like it don’t mean a thing
Late nights, phone light, waiting on your call
You were out somewhere else while I gave you my all
I was blind to the signs, yeah I played my part
Now I’m stuck with the pieces of a broken heart

(Pre-Chorus)
You took my love and you ran with it
Acted like it was nothing, just a game with it
Now I’m lost in the dark tryna deal with it
Every memory cut, yeah I feel that shit

(Chorus)
So I pour another drink, let it burn my chest
Tryna drown every thought, every deep regret
Pop another pill, I don’t wanna feel
But the pain too real, yeah it won’t stand still
Light one up, let the smoke fill my lungs
Only time I feel peace is when I go numb
Yeah I gave you my soul, you just let it fall
Now it’s weed that’s the only thing healing it all

(Verse 2)
You said forever, I believed every word
Now forever just a lie that I wish I never heard
All the money, all the love, all the time I spent
You just took it and you left, like it came and went
Got me staring at the ceiling, fighting all these thoughts
How the hell I lose myself over what we lost
Now I’m colder than before, heart turned to stone
Rather be alone than feel this alone

(Pre-Chorus)
You played me once, I won’t go again
Now I trust smoke more than I trust friends
Every hit got me closer to forgetting you
Every high got me feeling like I’m bulletproof

(Chorus)
So I pour another drink, let it burn my chest
Tryna drown every thought, every deep regret
Pop another pill, I don’t wanna feel
But the pain too real, yeah it won’t stand still
Light one up, let the smoke fill my lungs
Only time I feel peace is when I go numb
Yeah I gave you my soul, you just let it fall
Now it’s weed that’s the only thing healing it all

(Bridge)
I was real, you were fake, now I see it clear
All the love that I gave just disappeared
Now I’m riding through the night with my demons close
Only thing keep me sane is the smoke I blow

(Outro)
Yeah… I gave you everything
You treated it like nothing
Now I’m just tryna feel nothing at all…

rap, hip hop, R&B, male