Yeah…
Turn me up a little…
I got some things on my heart
(Verse 1)
I been carrying this weight, I can’t lie, it’s heavy
Smile on my face but my soul ain’t ready
Mama keep praying, she don’t know the half
All the nights I ain’t think I would last
I done seen love turn fake real quick
Same ones eating with you switch real quick
Now it’s long nights riding with my thoughts
Every loss hit deep, I can’t shake what it cost
(Pre-Hook)
I been trying to numb it, but it don’t work
Every scar in my heart still hurt
Even when I shine, it feel dark inside
I’m just tryna run, but the pain won’t hide
(Hook)
Pain don’t fade when the lights go low
Tears fall slow but I don’t let it show
Tryna find peace on this broken road
But the past still call, won’t leave me alone
I been chasing dreams, but they feel so far
Every win got a wound, every smile got scars
If I fall tonight, who gon’ catch my soul?
Pain don’t fade… it just take its toll
(Verse 2)
I remember nights I ain’t have nobody
Now they all around when the life look flashy
But I know the truth when the room go cold
Everybody leave when the story get old
I done lost real ones to the streets and pain
Still hear they voice when it start to rain
Got me looking up like “why them, not me?”
Survivor’s guilt got a tight hold on me
(Pre-Hook)
Tried to fill the void with the fast life glow
But it’s empty when you’re all alone
Every road I take feel the same dead end
I’m just praying I don’t break again
(Hook)
Pain don’t fade when the lights go low
Tears fall slow but I don’t let it show
Tryna find peace on this broken road
But the past still call, won’t leave me alone
I been chasing dreams, but they feel so far
Every win got a wound, every smile got scars
If I fall tonight, who gon’ catch my soul?
Pain don’t fade… it just take its toll
(Bridge)
If I tell you how I feel, would you stay or run?
Would you see my dark or just who I become?
I been fighting demons I can’t outrun
Still searching for peace but I ain’t found none
(Outro)
If I make it out, I’ma tell my story
All this pain, yeah it shaped my glory
But tonight I’m just lost in the rain again…
Hoping all this hurt don’t win…