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Numb to the Night

Yeah…

Late nights, cold hearts

Trying to escape the pain

Smiley B vibes

Smoke in the air while I stare at the ceiling,

Trying to hide all the pain that I’m feeling.

Bottle half gone and my mind still spinning,

Everybody smiling but nobody winning.

Lost in the dark, tryna feel alright,

Demons in my head every single night.

I keep running fast but the past still close,

So I light another one just to feel less broke.

Started with a little just to calm my nerves,

Didn’t know the pain would get ten times worse.

Friends all around but I still felt alone,

Empty inside every time I got home.

Music too loud while I ride through the city,

Thinking ’bout the people who don’t ride with me.

Fake love everywhere, got my heart so cold,

Young soul feeling way too old.

Money and smoke got me feeling detached,

Trying to heal scars that I never patched.

Every new high only fade for a minute,

Then I fall back down and get trapped right in it.

Smoke in the air while I stare at the ceiling,

Trying to hide all the pain that I’m feeling.

Bottle half gone and my mind still spinning,

Everybody smiling but nobody winning.

Lost in the dark, tryna feel alright,

Demons in my head every single night.

I keep running fast but the past still close,

So I light another one just to feel less broke.

Mama kept praying I would change my ways,

Said the fast life only lead to a grave.

But the streets got a pull that’s hard to fight,

Especially when you ain’t seen much light.

Now I’m staring out the window at the neon signs,

Thinking how addiction slowly steals your mind.

Every bad choice got a price to pay,

And every lost soul got a song to say.

Still got hope somewhere deep inside,

Trying to leave all the darkness behind.

Cause I know one day I’ma heal these scars,

And stop looking for peace in bottles and bars.

Late night smoke and lonely roads,

Everybody hiding what nobody shows.

But the pain don’t fade when the high burns out,

So I’m searching for a better way now.