[Intro]
In my fantasy
You don’t look through me
You say you’re proud of me
Then the floor cracks open
[Verse 1]
Eyes red, cold screen glow
You left my message sitting like a tombstone
Scroll past my name like a ghost in your phone
Act like I’m fine, but it’s cutting to the bone
Blood on the lace of my brand-new shoes
Ran from the past but it sticks like glue
“Work on yourself” — that’s what you’d say
Then dip out early when I’d break in the day
[Chorus]
In my fantasy
You never walked away from me
You hold my shaking hands
Say, “You’re not too much for me”
In my fantasy
You stay when all the colors bleed
But every time I blink
You’re gone, you’re gone from me
[Verse 2]
Pictures face down in a desk drawer
Keep that smile like a locked door
Screaming in the shower just to feel heard
Steam on the glass spelling out your words
“Love you forever” — guess forever’s short
You filed my heart like some lost report
Now I spit truth like it’s venom in my teeth
If you feel attacked, then the bar was about you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
You said, “Heal up, I’ll be right there”
But the chair stayed empty, cold air, blank stare
I built a world where you never lied
Then woke up choking on the other side
If I burn it down, would you finally see?
All this ash was our memory
[Chorus]