[Intro]
Yeah
Still drunk on the same old love
Same old cut, same old scar, I’m—
[Chorus]
We were perfect ’til we fucked it up
Turned our promise into dust
You were heaven, I was hell enough
Now my chest is full of rust
Why we had to go and fuck it up
Tore the frame, set fire to trust
You were everything I ever wanted
Now I’m haunted
’Cause we fucked it up
[Verse 1]
Cold pizza on the counter, two plates catching rust
Unread texts in my phone I can’t scroll past
Every “always” that we said fading way too fast
Your coffee stain on my favorite page
My name on your screen, frozen in place
Your playlist hits and my lungs cave in
I hit skip, hit skip, but I still hear you sing
[low vocal register]
You said, “I got you, even when it’s bad”
Now I’m blacking out in cabs, yelling at the glass
Talking to my shadow like it’s all I have
How we go from “ride or die” to watch-me-crash
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I was angry, petty, proud, talking like a king
You were crying on the stairs, fingers on the ring
I raised my voice just to feel in control
You were shrinking in the doorway, trying not to fold
I said things I can’t erase from the room
They hover over my bed when I wake at noon
[pained autotune ad-lib] “You’ll regret it” in my earbuds now
Yeah I do, every night, but I can’t get out
Your friends walk past me like I’m cigarette smoke
We both know I lit the match, watched it all choke
If there’s a hell for the ones who break what they love
I’m front row, front seat, never giving it up
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[whispered]
If I call, would you hang up
Or let it ring till the silence cuts
If I begged, if I bled on the carpet
Would you say it’s just too late to start this
[crescendo]
’Cause I still see your face in the arms of strangers
Still hear your laugh in the elevator
Still feel your hand pulling off my armor
But it’s gone, it’s gone, and I’m just screaming
[Chorus – final]
We were perfect ’til we fucked it up
Now it echoes when it hurts
You were everything I ever wanted
Now I’m haunted
’Cause we fucked it up
BLACKLARK
