[Intro – spoken, distorted]
Yeah…
I don’t care no more.
Stay, leave, burn it down—
fuck it.
[Verse 1]
Heart full of static, lungs full of smoke
Love tastes rotten like a bad ass joke
I chased your shadow down every street
Now it’s laughing while it’s choking me
Got your name carved deep in my skull
Every “maybe” hit me like a loaded gun
I loved you loud, I loved you wrong
Now I don’t know where the hell I belong
[Pre-Chorus]
You want me clean, I’m already stained
You want forever, I’m tired of chains
I bled myself dry just to feel something real
Now numb’s the only thing I feel
[Chorus]
Fuck it all, I give up tonight
Stay or go, I’m done with the fight
Love me, hate me, kill me slow
I don’t give a fuck where this goes
If you’re gone, then I’ll still breathe
If you stay, it won’t fix me
One of us breaks, one of us falls
Fuck it—whatever, I lost it all
[Verse 2]
Your voice in my head like a bad relapse
Sweet poison kiss, yeah I fell for that
Lust had a grip, yeah it pulled me under
Turned every touch into rolling thunder
I don’t trust shit, not even me
Every promise just another lie to feed
I’d burn this bed, burn this house
Just to shut these feelings out
[Pre-Chorus]
You say my name like it’s a sin
Say I’m broken—yeah, you win
I tried to care, I tried to stay
Now I’m throwing it all away
[Chorus]
Fuck it all, I give up tonight
Stay or go, I’m done with the fight
Love me, hate me, kill me slow
I don’t give a fuck where this goes
If you’re gone, then I’ll still breathe
If you stay, it won’t fix me
One of us breaks, one of us falls
Fuck it—whatever, I lost it all
[Bridge – screamed, raspy]
I loved you sick
I loved you mean
I loved you like it was gasoline
Set myself on fire just to feel alive
Now I’m ashes with my hands tied
I don’t want saving
I don’t want truth
I just want silence from loving you
[Outro]
So stay…
or don’t.
I’m done begging the dark for hope.
Fuck it.
WhiteRhino
