[Intro]
Yeah
You said forever
Now I’m staring at the ceiling
Bleeding in my sweater
[Verse 1]
You left teeth marks
On my whole damn year
Kissed me like a car crash
Laughing in my ear
We were blackout saints
On a Tuesday night
You were painting red flags
Said it looked like light
Tore my hoodie at the party
Just to watch me break
You were playing with the outcome
I was playing it straight
Now my hands shake, heart aches
Spilling on the floor
You said "ride or die"
Then you opened up the door
[Chorus]
I love you to death
Even if it kills me slow
Every "leave me" under your breath
Cuts deeper than you know
You’re poison in my chest
But I still beg for one more taste
I love you to death
’Til there’s nothing left to waste
[Verse 2]
You threw plates, I threw phones
Both of us threw trust
You were dancing on the fault line
Grinding it to dust
We were chain-smoked vows
In a borrowed bed
You were sleeping with your anger
I was sleeping half-dead
Now my friends say "block her"
But my thumb won’t move
Got your face in my lock screen
Like a fading bruise
You’re the worst thing
Best thing
That I ever met
Every tear on my pillow
Still spelling your name in sweat
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna stay
But I chase that razor
Every single day
[falsetto] If love is a coffin
Baby, climb inside
Nails in my heartbeat
Hammer it tight
[Chorus]