(rap, Hybrid dark-pop / indie-rap banger: moody piano and distant pads in the intro, then a huge distorted bass drop under punchy drums. Verses are tight, mad, and confessional with male vocals half-rapped, half-muttered; chorus lifts into autotuned melodic lines and stacked harmonies. Sparse guitar textures in the bridge, then final hook back with an even harder drop and ad-libs tucked around the lead., alternative pop, raw, male vocals, soul, pop, hip hop)
Verse 1 (Rap)
I been pacing in my head like it’s rented space
Every mirror got a face I don’t recognize
Clock keeps talking but it never says my name
Just counting all the minutes that I let go by
I move quiet, I don’t make a scene
Heavy thoughts but a poker face
Everybody got a plan, got a prophecy
I just got days that blur into weeks
I tried faith, I tried running fast
Tried numbing out what I couldn’t ask
If I’m honest, I don’t know what’s next
Just a weight on my chest and a past that drags
Pre-Chorus
I don’t know where I’m headed now
But I feel my pulse, I hear the sound
If this is drifting, let me drift
I’m still alive, so I exist
Chorus (Dark Pop)
I’m lost, yeah
Walking circles in my own skin
No signposts, no chosen ends
Just shadows teaching me who I am
I’m lost, yeah
But I’m still standing upright
If the dark feels endless tonight
I’ll learn to breathe inside it
Verse 2 (Rap)
Everybody says “trust the time”
But time never waited for me
I’ve been late to my own life
Trying to be what I’m supposed to be
I keep my head low, eyes tired
Dreams talk less when you don’t reply
I don’t chase highs, I don’t beg for lows
Just looking for a reason to stay inside
I been praying without the words
Just silence and a clenched jaw
If there’s a map, it skipped my street
Or maybe I burned it before I got lost
Pre-Chorus
I feel the ground when I slow it down
Even doubt don’t let me drown
If I don’t know who I’m meant to be
I’ll be who I am tonight, at least
Chorus
I’m lost, yeah
Walking circles in my own skin
No signposts, no chosen ends
Just shadows teaching me who I am
I’m lost, yeah
But I’m still standing upright
If the dark feels endless tonight
I’ll learn to breathe inside it
Bridge (Half-Sung / Half-Rap)
Maybe lost ain’t failure
Maybe it’s the space between
Who I was when I was younger
And the man I’m scared to be
I don’t need saving
I don’t need the truth right now
Just a moment where the noise dies
And I don’t feel hunted by doubt
Final Chorus
I’m lost, yeah
But I’m still here, still whole
Still got blood in my veins, still control
Even broken paths lead somewhere
I’m lost, yeah
And I’m done running blind
If this road takes all my time
I’ll walk it slow—
Yeah, I’m lost, but I’m mine