[Intro]
I don’t wanna die
But if this is the end I’m glad I tried
Are you willing to die? (Die tonight)
[Hook]
Wondering when I put this barrel in my mouth, (Don’t go away)
Will I visit the realm the devil praises so much about (About)
Will we talk about our sins? How we’d always shout (Please don’t shout)
Will I realize now what addictions about? (About, About)
Pop another pill when I’m filled with doubt (filled with doubt)
You called me crazy what’s that all about? (What’s that about)
She says “baby can you just see how we turn out?” (Turn out)
I said “baby I don’t think your ready for my lifestyle” (it’s too real)
Don’t know if I’ll tear up or wild out (pop another pill)
I’m just getting it off my chest sorry if I shout now (right now, right now, right now)
[Verse 1]
Sorry if I shout, need to get this off my chest (get it off my chest)
Fighting my demons, trying to find some rest (baby give me rest)
Is there salvation in the depths I sink?(cause I can’t breath)
Or am I forever lost, what I think?
Reflections of regrets, flickering every blink (just don’t go to sleep)
Love left me behind, too much so I overthink (over think, think, think)
[Hook]
Wondering when I put this barrel in my mouth, (Don’t go away)
Will I visit the realm the devil praises so much about (About)
Will we talk about our sins? How we’d always shout (Please don’t shout)
Will I realize now what addictions about? (About, About)
Pop another pill when I’m filled with doubt (filled with doubt)
You called me crazy what’s that all about? (What’s that about)
She says “baby can you just see how we turn out?” (Turn out)
I said “baby I don’t think your ready for my lifestyle” (it’s too real)
Don’t know if I’ll tear up or wild out (pop another pill)
I’m just getting it off my chest sorry if I shout now (right now, right now, right now)
[Verse 3]
Can I break free from these chains? (Can’t be locked up)
Find peace within the pain? (It all feels the same)
Or am I destined to remain? (In a word full of shame)
In shadows that whisper my name (again and again)
Maybe someday I’ll find my way (find my way home)
Through the darkness, I know I’ll stay (further and further away)
Till then, I’ll hold on, come what may (just come with me)
Seeking light, come what may (come with me, me, me, me)
[Hook]
Wondering when I put this barrel in my mouth, (Don’t go away)
Will I visit the realm the devil praises so much about (About)
Will we talk about our sins? How we’d always shout (Please don’t shout)
Will I realize now what addictions about? (About, About)
Pop another pill when I’m filled with doubt (filled with doubt)
You called me crazy what’s that all about? (What’s that about)
She says “baby can you just see how we turn out?” (Turn out)
I said “baby I don’t think your ready for my lifestyle” (it’s too real)
Don’t know if I’ll tear up or wild out (pop another pill)
I’m just getting it off my chest sorry if I shout now (right now, right now, right now)
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