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Lyrics
(Intro)
Yeah…
Aye pour me up a fo in that sprite
[Chorus]
Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)
Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)
I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)
So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)
High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)
Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)
If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’
Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)
[Verse 1]
Woke up, same bed, same hell, same dreams
Cold sweats, heart race, codeine lean
Doctor said, “Slow down,” I don’t hear a thing
Only time I feel peace when I’m too damn geeked
Mirror talkin’ back sayin’, “You a mess”
Mama call my phone, I don’t wanna text
Every pill got a name, I remember ‘em all
Every high feel fake when I’m comin’ down hard
Lost friends to the bag and the needle tips
Lost love ‘cause I love gettin’ faded quick
I’m romantic with drugs, yeah I treat ‘em like queens
They kill me slow but they give me my dreams
Chest hurt, mind worse, soul gone
Three days up, still pourin’ that codeine strong
If heaven got gates, I been knockin’ too much
If hell got a line, I been cuttin’ it up (damn)
[Chorus]
Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)
Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)
I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)
So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)
High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)
Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)
If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’
Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)
[Verse 2]
Cupid got a Glock, yeah he shootin’ me down
Love come with a cost, I don’t got it right now
So I pay with my soul and a double cup
Tell God I’ll be better, then I fuck it up
Every line I sniff feel like borrowed time
Every pill I pop say, “You’ll be fine”
I lie to myself, yeah I do it well
Smile for the pics but I’m goin’ through hell
Party full of people, still alone as shit
Heart so broke, need a whole damn fix
I don’t chase death but I don’t move away
If it take me tonight, I’m okay today (yeah)
Paranoid thoughts when the high wear off
Shakin’ in my bed with my lights turned off
If love was a drug, I’d overdose fast
But drugs my love and they never last
[Chorus]
Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)
Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)
I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)
So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)
High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)
Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)
If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’
Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)
[Outro / Adlibs]
Yeah… nothin’, nothin’ (uh)
Still searchin’ for a feelin’ (woah)
If I don’t make it, remember me faded (yeah)
Still fightin’… still pourin’… still gone (yeah)
Details
GeneratedJan 15, 2026
Duration3:24
LanguageEnglish
Style
Dark melodic trap, emo rap fame, demons, piano Melodies, drugs, melodies, raw emotion, catchy sad hooks,heavy 808’s
Credits
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velocityfallModelAria v5
