Bloody fight

I knew the end but my heart kept fighting 
With Cupid on his side there was a whole lot of crying
With every memory i feel my heart melting 
But all along you stabbed my chest an my heart still bleeding 

Verse 1:
Red in a cup but it ain’t no wine
Mix it with the pills, let it blur my mind
First taste hit and it froze my spine
Now I’m drinking my pain one drop at a time
Blood on my lips, yeah I like that sting
Reminds me I’m alive in this fucked up dream (uh)
Sink full of secrets that I can’t clean
Every little cut got my demons singing
I said I’d quit but I lied again
Heartbeat racing like a siren again
Looking in the mirror see a stranger’s skin
Just a cracked reflection and a bottle of sin (damn)
I sip slow, feel it slide down deep
Washing all the memories I swore I’d keep
But they swim right back when I try to sleep
So I drink more red till my soul feel weak

Pre-Hook:
And I’m stuck in a loop I can’t outrun (yeah)
Every drop I taste got me undone (uh)
I know damn well what I’ve become
Still chasing that rush till the morning come

Hook:
I knew the end but my heart kept fighting 
With Cupid on his side there was a whole lot of crying
With every memory i feel my heart melting 
But all along you stabbed my chest an my heart still bleeding 

Verse 2:
Bathroom light flicker, I’m pale and numb
Red on my tongue like bubblegum
Swear I hear death when the silence hum
But I toast to it like, “yeah, here it come”
Friends keep knocking but I mute that sound
Too busy letting all this poison drown
Every little promise I don’t keep gets found
In a puddle of red on the tiles I’m bound
I drink my hurt, let it flood my chest
Temporary peace but it never rest
Every single swallow just another test
See how much pain that a heart can ingest (shit)
Mama keep praying that I change my ways
But addiction got me locked in a maze
Writing goodbye notes in a blood-red haze
Still chasing that high through the smoky days

Bridge:
If I spill it all, would I feel set free? (nah)
Or just drown deeper in the same old sea?
Every drop I drink got a hold on me
Like chains on my soul, yeah it won’t let me be

Hook (Outro):

I knew the end but my heart kept fighting 
With Cupid on his side there was a whole lot of crying
With every memory i feel my heart melting 
But all along you stabbed my chest an my heart still bleeding 

Emo rap, loud kick, grunge, rock emo, gothic, trippy, atmospheric, loud bass, felt bass