Up For Rent

[Intro – Hook]
(humming… yeah… mm)

You can have my heart, it’s up for rent
I can’t tell you it will be money well spent
I said “I love you” but that was a message unsent
“Baby just hold my hand, come here and sit”
You can do as you want with my heart, just know I’ll repent
Even the blind know you’re bad just from your scent
Study every line that the devil said just to see what you meant
Every line that ends with “I hate yo” is just another chant
Got a lot to say, I don’t mean to rant
But the Hennessy and the pill I’ll give another chance to vent
(vent… vent…)


[Verse 1 – The Trap]
You ain’t even have to try that hard
You just played your part, I supplied the heart
Soft voice, dim lights, told me I was scarred
Said you understood me, that’s where it start

You studied me like a blueprint
Every insecurity, you knew it
Told me I was safe in your arms
Didn’t know I was walking into ruin

First night felt like heaven’s gates
Second week I was wide awake
Third month I was losing weight
From the stress and the love and the pills I’d take

You’d cry when I pulled away
Say I changed, I was the one to blame
But you built a house in my brain
Now I’m pacing every hallway saying your name

(low hum… trapped… trapped…)
[Hook]
You can have my heart, it’s up for rent
I can’t tell you it will be money well spent
I said “I love you” but that was a message unsent
“Baby just hold my hand, come here and sit”
You can do as you want with my heart, just know I’ll repent
Even the blind know you’re bad just from your scent
Study every line that the devil said just to see what you meant
Every line that ends with “I hate you” is just another chant
Got a lot to say, I don’t mean to rant
But the Hennessy and the pill I’ll give another chance to vent
(fades… fades…)


[Verse 2 – No Escape / Addiction]
I tried to leave, but I’d relapse
Blocked your number, then I’d reach back
Told myself this the last time
But addiction don’t respect that

You weren’t just a girl, you were withdrawal
Cold sweats when you wouldn’t call
Phone screen lighting up my room
Like a hospital down the hall

You said love shouldn’t feel like war
But we both kept settling scores
You’d kiss me right after you cut me
Now I don’t know what love is for

Every memory laced with pain
Every argument ends the same
I drink just to numb your voice
But it’s louder inside my brain

I’m drowning and you the tide
Pull me in every time I try
To swim to something stable
But I’m too far from the shoreline side

I ain’t blaming you for all of it
Some of this is my fault too
I let you turn into a substance
Now I can’t detox from you
(heavy breath… can’t escape…)
[Hook – Final / Outro]
You can have my heart, it’s up for rent
I can’t tell you it will be money well spent
I said “I love you” but that was a message unsent
“Baby just hold my hand, come here and sit”
You can do as you want with my heart, just know I’ll repent
(Repent… repent… repent…)

Emo rap, guitar, hip hop, rap, trippy, trap, atmospheric, male vocals, grunge, detuned guitar, 808s