End Of The Bottle

(yeah… ahh…)
As I lay here rotten, fallen, from all the pills in the bottle (ugh…)
Babe I said “I’m broken”, calling, for help with my heart on full throttle (full throttle…)
I lay here hurtin, crying, with you on my mind even at the end of the bottle (still thinkin’ of you…)
Why do I wake up again, wishing, I tied my noose a little tighter (too tight…)
Vision blurry again, the way I get high I don’t want a lighter (I don’t want it…)


VERSE 1

I remember when you found me on the floor, barely breathing (breathin’…)
Told me “baby wake up,” said you never planned on leaving
But I pushed you to the edge with every pill that I was eating (I’m sorry…)
Kept drowning in my shadows while you begged me for a reason

You held my shaking hands, said “I’m scared you won’t survive this”
I said “I’m tryna change,” though even I knew that was blindness (yeah…)
You were fighting for my life like it was yours, intertwinedness
But every night I’d fall again, losing to the mind’s hits (mind hits…)


HOOK 

(here we go again…)
As I lay here rotten, fallen, from all the pills in the bottle
Babe I said “I’m broken”, calling, for help with my heart on full throttle
I lay here hurtin, crying, with you on my mind even at the end of the bottle
Why do I wake up again, wishing, I tied my noose a little tighter
Vision blurry again, the way I get high I don’t want a lighter


VERSE 2

You stayed anyway, even when my veins were screaming (screamin’…)
Told me that the pain inside my chest was only seeming
Like the end, not real—just a nightmare I was dreaming
Tried to pull me out the dark when my hope was leaving

You said “love ain’t easy, but I’ll fight these nights beside you”
Took the stash out my hands, said “it’s time I try to guide you” (don’t do it…)
But I kept slipping back, even though I swore I’d try to
Lost in storms I made myself, hoping someday I’d outclimb you

HOOK 

(last time… breathe…)
As I lay here rotten, fallen, from all the pills in the bottle
Babe I said “I’m broken”, calling, for help with my heart on full throttle
I lay here hurtin, crying, with you on my mind even at the end of the bottle
Why do I wake up again, wishing, I tied my noose a little tighter
Vision blurry again, the way I get high I don’t want a lighter (no lighter… just you…)

Emo rap, haunting, raspy male vocal, bedroom production, grunge, grit,goth, rap,hip hop, atmospheric, evil, high