Talking To Myself Again

(hmm-hmm…”)
I’m calling, calling again, I’m trying to make amends (yeah… tryna make amends…)
I’m falling, falling again, deeper in my mind again (fallin’ in again…)
I’m wondering, wondering again, how the love will end (how it end… how it end…)
I’m crying, crying again, wiping my face is a trend (wipe it off… wipe it off…)
I’m just talking to my self, I feel like my only friend (my only friend… ohhh…)
Pop one more I hope I reach my limit (one more… one more…)

[VERSE 1]

(mmm… hmm-hmm… yeaah…”)
Late nights on the rooftop, city lights flicker on my skin (flicker on me…)
Swear I told myself I’d quit it, but the craving always wins (always wins…)
I’ve been pacing through my shadows, tryna quiet all the noise (quiet down…)
In a room full of people but I still don’t hear a voice (still alone…)

Tryna find a little peace, I’ve been looking in the wrong place (wrong place…)
Every step I take forward, I get dragged back by mistakes (pull me back…)
Heart cold, chest tight, memories on replay (replay, replay…)
I keep looking for sunrise but my nights won’t decay (won’t decay…)
( “yeah… ohh… hmm-mm…”)
[HOOK]
I’m calling, calling again, I’m trying to make amends (try again…)
I’m falling, falling again, deeper in my mind again (deep again…)
I’m wondering, wondering again, how the love will end (don’t know…)
I’m crying, crying again, wiping my face is a trend (wipe it down…)
I’m just talking to my self, I feel like my only friend (my only friend…)
Pop one more I hope I reach my limit (hope I reach it…)
[VERSE 2]

(“mm-mm… creeping back… yeah…”)
I feel the monster in my chest waking up when night falls (night falls…)
Whispering that I’m nothing, that I’m better when I stall (better when I stall…)
All the progress that I made gets erased in a blink (gone so fast…)
One step from the edge and I don’t know what to think (don’t know… don’t know…)
I see her face in the corner of the room when I crash (when I crash…)
All the promises I broke always come back in a flash (in a flash…)
And the silence in my chest makes it hard for me to breathe (hard to breathe…)
So I take another something ’cause it’s all that comforts me (all I got…)

(“mm… yeah… it’s creeping back… hmm-hmm…”)
[HOOK ]
I’m calling, calling again, I’m trying to make amends (tryna make amends…)
I’m falling, falling again, deeper in my mind again (deeper in again…)
I’m wondering, wondering again, how the love will end (how it end…)
I’m crying, crying again, wiping my face is a trend (cry again…)
I’m just talking to my self, I feel like my only friend (only friend… only friend…)
Pop one more I hope I reach my limit (one more… reach it…)

( “mmm… yeah… ohhh…”)
I walk alone on this road, but it’s one I always choose (always choose…)
Tryna find a new direction but I’m scared of what I’ll lose (what I’ll lose…)
Got a war inside my heartbeat that I never learned to fight (never learned…)

I’m just talking to my self, I feel like my only friend (only friend… only friend…)
Pop one more I hope I find my end

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