Intro – hazy, ambient)
Yeah…
Turn it up… I can’t hear myself think…
(Verse 1 – bouncy, confident surface)
Bass too loud, feel it shake my chest
Hands in the air like I’m feeling blessed
Whole room packed but I feel less
Fake ass smile like I’m up next
Shots go down, I don’t count no more
Lose track quick when I hit that floor
Everybody yellin’ “one more, one more”
I’m just tryna not feel sore
Lights flash bright, yeah they hide my face
Good vibes only, that’s what I say
Laugh too hard just to mask the pain
Whole damn night like a runaway
(Pre-Chorus)
Don’t slow down, keep it movin’
If I stop, I start losin’
Turn it up, keep me stupid
I don’t wanna feel human
(Chorus)
Lights don’t save me
They just blur what I’m facin’
Crowd go crazy
But I’m stuck in the same me
Drink go down, now I feel okay
Two more shots, I can numb the day
If I black out, that’s a better place
I don’t gotta feel the weight
(Verse 2 – faster, more chaotic)
Sweat drip down, heartbeat race
Eyes half gone but I love the taste
Every sip just erase my brain
Every night it’s the same damn thing
Girl say “you good?” I just nod my head
Don’t wanna talk ‘bout the thoughts I dread
Rather get lost in the noise instead
Than be alone with the shit I said
Phone light buzz but I don’t check
Past still call, I don’t text back
Keep it loud so I don’t reflect
If it’s quiet, I might crack
(Bridge – drop energy, internal conflict)
When the music die…
And the room go still…
That’s when it hits…
That’s when it’s real…
So I—
Run it back, let it play again
Drown it out with another sin
If I stop, I might cave within
So I spin… and I spin… and I spin…
(Final Chorus – louder, more desperate)
Lights don’t save me
They just hide what’s beneath me
Crowd don’t know me
They just see what I’m showin’
Drink go down, now I feel okay
But it fade in a different way
When it’s over, I’m wide awake
And I feel everything I escaped
(Outro – quiet, empty)
Party done…
Now it’s just me again…
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