Smoke & Your memory

3AM and the room still spinning
Got your name in my head like a song unfinished
Phone in my hand but I won’t press send
‘Cause I know damn well how that story ends

Ash in the tray and the lights down low
Trying to forget but the memories glow
Every little laugh, every little kiss
Funny how the high can’t hide your miss


I light another just to feel okay
But the smoke just carries your face my way


I’m getting high just to numb this pain
Trying to forget but you stay in my brain
Every cloud of smoke got your silhouette
And I swear to God you ain’t left me yet

I’m lost in the haze, calling your name
Drowning my heart in this midnight flame
Thought getting high would make it all blur
But every time I float… I just miss her


Your hoodie still laying over that chair
Your perfume ghost still stuck in the air
Got songs we used to play on repeat
Now every lyric cuts too deep

Friends say “man, you’ll be alright”
But they don’t see these sleepless nights
They don’t know how your goodbye felt
Like watching my whole world melt


So I spark another just to ease my mind
But you’re still the only thing I find


I’m getting high just to numb this pain
Trying to forget but you stay in my brain
Every cloud of smoke got your silhouette
And I swear to God you ain’t left me yet

I’m lost in the haze, calling your name
Drowning my heart in this midnight flame
Thought getting high would make it all blur
But every time I float… I just miss her


Maybe one day the smoke clears out
Maybe one day I won’t feel this doubt
Maybe one night I’ll sleep again
Without replaying where we been

But tonight it’s just me and the dark
And the fading glow of a broken heart


So I get high just to numb this pain
But the truth still running through my veins
Every cloud of smoke pulls me back to you
Like my lonely sky only knows your blue

I’m lost in the haze, still calling your name
Trying to heal but it ain’t the same
Thought getting high would make it all blur
But every time I float…
I just miss her.

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