3AM Lights

Intro – Whispered tone]

Mm…

I don’t really sleep

I just wait for the dark to end

3AM lights on, phone at 2%

I been talkin’ to the ceiling like it pays my rent

All these thoughts in my head, but I keep ‘em in

'Cause every time I spill, it just burns my skin

Told my friends I’m okay, that’s a practiced lie

Smile in texts, but I wanna cry

I scroll past pics of my old life

Wonderin’ if I died, would they even type?

I don’t wanna talk right now

I just wanna fade somehow

Too tired to fight this doubt

So I’m just layin’ down

In my bed with a hoodie on

Phone light dim, all my hope gone

Lookin’ at the fan spin slow

I wish my thoughts would go

I ain’t ate in a day, but it feels like peace

Can’t tell if I’m starvin’ or just feelin’ free

They say “text me if you’re low,” but it don’t feel true

Like I’m talkin' through glass, and they can’t hear you

Room smell like weed and old regret

Songs on loop that I can't forget

Wish I could pause what’s in my chest

But it just plays on like the rest

I don’t wanna talk right now

I just wanna fade somehow

Too tired to fight this doubt

So I’m just layin’ down

In my bed with a hoodie on

Phone light dim, all my hope gone

Lookin’ at the fan spin slow

I wish my thoughts would go

And maybe tomorrow I’ll wake up fine

But tonight, I’m stuck in rewind

Just me and my mind, under fake moonlight

Tryna make it till the sun feel right