Don’t feel shit

Verse 1)
Yeah
Bottle on the nightstand, pills in the ashtray
Same damn cycle, different mask on a bad day
Talk too much, so I tell ‘em all “back off”
Smile in they face but I’m ready for the crash, nah
Cut ties quick, I don’t really need friends
Love feel fake when it always gotta depend
Heart stay cold, yeah I learned how to pretend
Say I’m okay but I’m lying through my teeth again
(Pre-Chorus)
Don’t ask me how I been
You don’t wanna know
I been drowning slow
But I play it like a joke
(Chorus)
So don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Numb to the pain, I just deal with it
Sip too much, now I’m real distant
Face go blank, I don’t feel different
Don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Heart broke once now it’s sealed, bitch
Mrs. Whiskey got me real twisted
If I die tonight, I won’t miss it
(Verse 2)
Yeah
Voices in my head say “leave it alone”
But the silence louder when I’m on my own
So I pour another just to kill the tone
Turn a broken home into a catacomb
Late night drive, got the wheel in my palm
Thinking ‘bout the past and the shit that went wrong
Every damn choice got me writing this song
But I still hit repeat when the pain come on
(Pre-Chorus)
Don’t tell me “just breathe”
That don’t fix me
I been way too gone
You can’t reach me
(Chorus)
So don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Numb to the pain, I just deal with it
Sip too much, now I’m real distant
Face go blank, I don’t feel different
Don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Heart broke once now it’s sealed, bitch
Mrs. Whiskey got me real twisted
If I die tonight, I won’t miss it
(Bridge – softer, Mrs. Whiskey vibe)
I tried to feel something
But it don’t hit the same
I tried to love someone
But they all play the game
So I drink ‘til I’m ghost
Yeah I fade out slow
If you ask how I’m doing—
I don’t even know
(Final Chorus – more aggressive)
Don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Cut me open, I’m still empty
Talk too loud, don’t come near me
I been dead, just moving, barely
Don’t—
Don’t say shit, I don’t feel shit
Mrs. Whiskey keep me steady
If I crash, don’t try to save me
I been gone since you first met me

Depression, rap, male vocals, melancholic, Dark trap