Endless tears

Never ending streams of tears

Heartbreak music fills my ears

Haven’t felt this pain in years.

When memory’s fill your brain with pain like a balloon with air

Just needing some love or a prayer for my heart to be repaired.

Replaying the moments you took for granted

It’s like a seed in your skull that they planted

Should have been better like they demanded

Now your always in your head feeling stranded.

Wishing you done better an actually listened

Now your alone an your mind is missing

This music has got me reminiscing Instead of this bottle I wish it was your lips I was kissing.

Another memory surfaces it’s encourages more heavy heartache

I want to surrender my hearts been beaten tender like a raw steak.

Can’t explain this pain that’s been imbedded into my heart an soul

Those happy thoughts will start to rot and will turn dark an cold.

One minute happy the next feeling crappy

Why does my brain feel the need to trap me

Toxic thoughts always attack me beat me an smack me.

Wish I could elaborate about the weight that my heart heaves

Feeling exposed like a tree in the fall without its leaves.

Some say pain is pleasure but it’s a pester if it’s mentally draining

Maintaining misery containing the hurt takes some training.