Guess who’s back guess who’s writing
Yes it’s me it’s mentally delighting
I’ll be 26 soon an yes I’m still fighting
Emotions laid out what’s the point of hiding
Providing only facts is what I’m implying.
One day at a time is fine just don’t procrastinate
Kill all the negativity completely assassinate
Replace it with positivity an just let it activate.
Life will be better an beautifully brighter Your smile will be real an start to grow wider
Less weight on the shoulders everyday they’ll feel lighter.
The next topic don’t be toxic when everything is gone an you realized you lost it
It’s truly exhausting your brain costing you everyone cause of the line you crossed it.
I’ve been blessed with my little girl
She’s the best my entire world
Gives me butterflies like the tilt a whirl
Pretty blue eyes with blonde hair that curls.
I’d sacrifice anything just to bring a smile to your face an laughs to my ears
It’s been a hell of ride like your first time down the slide hearing your cheer.
Let it be known when your fully grown you’ll still be my little Lilly that’s the deal
Forever my little girl your my weakness like the achilles heal.
Your my crutch my cane without you I’m not walking the same
You ignite my flames the fire that made me who I became.
“Nooooo” as Tuesday morning hits
Whenever she leaves my heart always feels stripped.
Stomachs feelings gutted it appears
My eyes getting flooded with tears
The worst day of the week I fear.
Drop offs make my heart soft as I walk off in the distance
Tears pouring down my face it’s a race please I need some assistance.
Water filled eyes their impossible to dry it’s never ending
Walking you to moms trying to remain calm these emotions I’m pretending.
Defending my sadness so you don’t see the madness Im preventing.
The morning you leave it gets harder to breathe
Seeing you go is a load that gets harder to heave.
Crying in my arms your my lucky charm baby it’s just till the weekend
Don’t think we’ll sink little girl we will never reach the deep end.
It’s only a few days then your back to stay
Can’t wait to hug you an watch you play
Seeing you grow an the new words you say
Smile so bright it’s like the sun rays
Forever daddys little girl Lilliana
Murrmanski
