Another year down
Just needing a rebound
I’m a king without my crown
My castles now the ground
Times flying as I’m trying to keep moving with the groove
Not bailing if I’m failing theres only room to improve.
Better years coming no more running or cutting only time to heal
Pain is numbing not sure who your becoming you only want to feel.
That happy kid from the past hanging with friends having a blast
Not knowing as your growing they was acting while wearing a mask.
More heartbreak over the years I can’t shake the demons off
Clawing an biting always fighting wish we made an agreement god.
Not the same human it’s confusing same body but different mind
I love my daughter I’m glad I got her so blessed to call her mine.
It’s so scary friends being buried along with my sanity
Switching up moods not trying to be rude I just change up randomly.
Always being there for family everyday seems like a fantasy.
Life has made a man of me I’m sorry for my profanity.
Fuck the fakes who have abandon me an all the pain that they granted me.
People say they’re with you
But with others they will diss you
To your face they say I miss you
But if you died it wouldn’t be an issue
Just another face attached to wasted memory’s
Use to be family now we are enemy’s.