“Awe I think I want this puppy I’ll name him mason”
Mans best friend till the end
when you’re tail has its last wag.
No more tricks cause you’re hips hurt
so you’re body you have to drag.
After many years I’ll hear you’re bark or the way you snorted.
The way you would smile for treats whenever you got rewarded.
Night time cuddles watch you huddle up under the covers
Resting you’re head on my chest it’s the best feeling like no other.
When my world was twirled into a sad desperation.
My doggo was there to slow an lower the devastation.
I need a wishing well I miss the smell
of you’re puppy breath
Losing a fur buddy is bloody awful a completely sucky death.
“Fast forward to 12/09/2021”
Last car ride till you see the other side can’t hold it together hate for you to see me cry
Trying to deny what’s happening I just don’t want to see you die.
Hours away until you’re laid down to be put to sleep
Never experienced heart break like this that would cut so deep.
No more cuddles an snuggles or playing fetch seeing you catch a treat.
When you got sedated you tried concentrating on you’re balance
Stumbling all around crashing on the ground remembering all you’re talents.
When you where a puppy in my lap coming home from you’re nap
To watching you wobbling now I’m sobbing watching you collapse.
Head is on my thighs wishing you wouldn’t die as you take you’re final breath looking Into my eyes.
Letting out a sigh asking god why did you take my angel in disguise.
From you’re puppy breath to this sucky death you’re mans best friend
Wishing this wasn’t real an was just a story that was pretend.
My block headed prince I’ve had you since I was eighteen
You where my cure to sadness practically my vaccine.
Looking into those brown eyes as I say my last goodbyes
Supplying my brain with a permanent stain that will never die.
Relaxing car rides ripping into his stuffed animals insides
A goofy bundle of energy was his identity his smile gave a different high
Doing tricks giving licks while my face becomes soaked
My depression killer my happiness filler he helped me cope.
Rest in peace buddy
Murrmanski
