I've lost myself so many times.
My soul burns, but my heart remains silent and submits.
(Verse 1)
I sit alone in a quiet room.
The world outside, like a dream.
But inside it's loud.
Questions that no one can take away.
Who am I really, what do I want to be?
Am I still running or am I standing alone?
I only see my reflection, blurry.
Because my soul cries quietly.
(Chorus)
I have to talk to my soul.
Break old patterns within me.
I want to understand what I feel.
What my heart wants from me.
A conversation with myself.
Completely honest, completely familiar.
Because only when I recognize myself does my life truly begin.
(Verse 2)
What makes me happy, what is real?
Who do I follow – courage or justice?
I have so many questions inside me
But the answer lies hidden
What holds me tight, what lets me go?
Will I win or
lose another one
That doesn't learn to feel itself
(Chorus)
I have to speak to my soul
Gently close old wounds
I want to understand what I need
And why my fire smokes
A conversation with myself
Very quietly, deep, and clear
Because only when I forgive myself
Will my heart become true again
(Bridge)
Maybe I'm still on the journey
But every tear makes me wise
And every silence, every pain
Brings me closer to my heart
(Chorus/Outro)
I have to speak to my soul
No more running, no more breaking
I listen, I hold on tight
Because life is only real then
When I no longer forget myself