I will

What caused you to be the way you are being now. The pain you cause others . Do you feel bad at all. Do you take any blame. Why is it so hard for you to be honest. I gave you my love and you held it against me . I was truthful with you all you gave me was lies. Why do you do this to me. What did I do to deserve this. I wasted so much of myself on you.

I want to put my energy into something real. What hurts is my love was real. You couldn't see me you were so blind. All I wanted was for you to see me as someone important to you. Why couldn't you give me a little bit of your time that's all I wanted. I would have done anything for you. You didn't care about me. You pick them as wrong as I do since you let me go. How could you be so blind.

I want my life to have happy days again. I want a break from the tears falling. I want so much to believe in love again. My heart feels pain to often. I'm starting to think there's no love to find. I'm hoping I'm wrong. I can't see my future alone I got to much love to give. I will have love better than before. The struggle will be worth it in the end.