Not love

What you gave me don't compare to what I gave you and what you took from me .you could never give me what I truly needed. I was young. I only wanted you to give me a reason to stay but you only gave me many reasons to leave.

You changed became someone so full of hate .I was just the closest target. So you kept taking it out on me. I didn't feel your love anymore. I thought you were the dream I wanted. I believed in love . I was so young. You became a person I never thought you could be.

My love was strong I thought it would be enough but it wasn't enough to keep us together cause you had already given your love to another. Instead of love for you guilt made you stay. I gave you so many chances. All I wanted was for you to truly love me. You just could not love another. I don't know why I stayed.

I was always your second choice. Why could I not see that why couldn't you see me. I wanted to shine with you instead you kept me hidden away.

I waited for so long for you to love me instead you broke me over and over again. Til the day I shattered. I could not pretend that things would change anymore. I had to walk away I knew I had to start over. The day I left I vowed to never go back I stayed true to my word . Being alone is better than being broken. I have no regrets.