Everything I Owe

(Yeah… yeah…)

Ayy…

It feel like everything I love got repossessed…

Even pieces of me…

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They tried to take my soul like a repo

Heart cold, riding solo through the reload

Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show

Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone

Late nights crying with the lights on

If love real, why it feel so wrong

I’m still holding on… but barely holding on

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I remember nights I ain’t have no one

Just me and my thoughts, I was on the run

From the pain, from the past, from the man I was

Tryna build something real but it never was

They love you when you shining, when you lit

But disappear when you drowning in your shit

I gave my heart, they tore it all apart

Now I’m picking up the pieces in the dark

Mama said “son, just stay strong”

But she don’t hear these demons in my songs

Every tear got a story behind it

Every scar, yeah, you know where to find it

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They tried to take my soul like a repo

Heart cold, riding solo through the reload

Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show

Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone

Late nights crying with the lights on

If love real, why it feel so wrong

I’m still holding on… but barely holding on

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I done lost friends tryna chase a dream

Now it’s lonely at the top, or so it seem

Got trust issues, I can’t let ‘em close

Everybody switch when you need ‘em most

I was down bad, they ain’t check on me

Now I’m up, they want a piece of me

But that pain turned me to a beast

Now I’m feasting, but it ain’t no peace

Sometimes I wish I could start again

Same story, just a different pen

But you can’t rewrite what God already wrote

So I carry all this weight and I don’t choke

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If I fall, who gon’ catch me?

If I call, who gon’ answer me?

I been fighting all alone

In a house that don’t feel like home…

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They tried to take my soul like a repo

Heart cold, riding solo through the reload

Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show

Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone

Late nights crying with the lights on

If love real, why it feel so wrong

I’m still holding on… but barely holding on