Everything I Owe

[Intro]
(Yeah… yeah…)
Ayy…
It feel like everything I love got repossessed…
Even pieces of me…

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[Chorus]
They tried to take my soul like a repo
Heart cold, riding solo through the reload
Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show
Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone
Late nights crying with the lights on
If love real, why it feel so wrong
I’m still holding on… but barely holding on

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[Verse 1]
I remember nights I ain’t have no one
Just me and my thoughts, I was on the run
From the pain, from the past, from the man I was
Tryna build something real but it never was

They love you when you shining, when you lit
But disappear when you drowning in your shit
I gave my heart, they tore it all apart
Now I’m picking up the pieces in the dark

Mama said “son, just stay strong”
But she don’t hear these demons in my songs
Every tear got a story behind it
Every scar, yeah, you know where to find it

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[Chorus]
They tried to take my soul like a repo
Heart cold, riding solo through the reload
Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show
Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone
Late nights crying with the lights on
If love real, why it feel so wrong
I’m still holding on… but barely holding on

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[Verse 2]
I done lost friends tryna chase a dream
Now it’s lonely at the top, or so it seem
Got trust issues, I can’t let ‘em close
Everybody switch when you need ‘em most

I was down bad, they ain’t check on me
Now I’m up, they want a piece of me
But that pain turned me to a beast
Now I’m feasting, but it ain’t no peace

Sometimes I wish I could start again
Same story, just a different pen
But you can’t rewrite what God already wrote
So I carry all this weight and I don’t choke

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[Bridge]
If I fall, who gon’ catch me?
If I call, who gon’ answer me?
I been fighting all alone
In a house that don’t feel like home…

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[Final Chorus]
They tried to take my soul like a repo
Heart cold, riding solo through the reload
Pain in my chest, I can’t let it show
Smile for the world but they don’t even know

I gave my all, now it’s all gone
Late nights crying with the lights on
If love real, why it feel so wrong
I’m still holding on… but barely holding on

Soul-Trap (Pain Rap / Melodic Rap)