Perspective

What’s on my mind today, what’s on my mind today, what’s on my mind today, lets go outside today. Lately I  just need some space to clear out my head. 
Unlike the roses in the garden,
I’m the one who bleeds red.
I alone I alone i alone know how it gets. So I move alone. 
Still there still some eyes on me
How did it happen,how can this be?
So I pop a bean just to feel at ease.
Sometimes it be myself , draining my energy. 
Everything thing my eyes see isn’t everything.
All eyes on you all eyes on me
They claim they fam but be the enemy.
I lost,
I lost,
I lost, so many things. Nightmares, (nightmares) come from memories, they say they understand but never had those kind of dreams. Those kind of dreams.
(Those kind of dreams)
Nothings as it seams, but these are my memories.
Sometimes I give chase for a high,
Its never sometimes,
Welcome to my LIFE,
Where the sun is out but no sunlight, 
This is what i see through my eyes,
I cant read minds but I can i read signs.
Supreme vision in my mind, yet somehow I listen to my mother’s cries.
Pray to GOD yet surrounded by some demons, 
You either fight back or get laid on your back

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