Strawberry lip balm

Over and over again I replay that night when we where more than friends. Trying to turn my back on that life but I can't leave you behind. You are always on the back of my mind. Baby you are 1 of a kind no matter how many bottles deep. I can't forget our time together those neon lights dancing on that beautiful face. Strawberry lip balm at least that is how they tasted. Spending most of my time being tested. My eyes like to wonder but my heart always stays with you. This time apart is ripping my heart apart. I should have known you would only brake my heart. Leaving me in the dark all alone staring at the phone hoping you name would cross it.I hope you are happy the way I am losing sleep. I can't go on it's like I died