Gone

Where do you want to be? I don't really care as long as you are next to me. You still steal my air. With them eyes and jet black hair making my knees weak. How do you take my breath away like this? You aren't playing fair. Used to love dancing with you in my arms. Now my spin dance partner is a hard liquor bottle. Going in this downward spiral on full throttle. Led foot on the gas pedal off the rails. Can't get handle on this pain like the rain aiming to crash and end this twisted game. I really hope you know how much you mean to me. If I can't have you this Jim beam will have to do. I fill my glass drowning the past. I down shot for shot but it doesn't matter. A lot of my dreams consist of you and how you would glow under that neon blue. Who and what is it going to take to get over you. When will my life be mine again? Just one time one day you won't be the first thing on my mind. I didn't know a heart break would hurt like this, feeling like a great white took a big Ole bite out of me. Falling apart at the seams because the thing I have ever had happened to my life called it quits.

You took the only little sanity I had with you. Getting that text saying we are through leaving me without a clue as to what my next move would be. Coming home to find all of your things gone and I know you didn't pack it but can I have my heart back? Not this broken mess in my chest.