Afloat

The water is rising I am trying to stay afloat. I have no hope without you. Be my rope please. I am afraid without you I'll drown on a few too many. The rain is fallin the whiskey is pourin. Maybe another double is what I need. I drink trying not to think about you. All I find myself doing is sinking. Drinking alone replaying the last time I saw your face. I wish I could say I stopped chasing after you. We both know that is not true. A whiskey double is my order. Downing it as soon your memory comes up. Too much I think about you too much. Hooked on you and the way shook those hips. The taste of your favorite type of alcohol on your lips. That look that told me it's going to be a long night. How you used to me. Has me addicted well I guess it makes sense. If good things don't last so a great thing would be over too fast. Sleepless nights up upset and filled with regret. I have tried for almost two years to forget. Despite this I still want that smile with my morning light. Time and time again I often feel like we could have been right. For too long I have tried to fight this feeling. I just drink too hide from it. Just when I thought I was flying you leaving made me plummet. I know I shouldn't have fell this deep. The space between us is making my heart weep. I spent so much time trying to replace you. There is nothing I tried like drinking more than before. Problems you gave me so many problems. You left without solving any of em. I was just another victim. Broken busted trust is what I have now. How could you do me so dirty? Drinking in a bar hopin I can get far from the memories of us. The bad moments that came from the good times where more than enough. To cross that finish line checker flag waving. We done ain't no of going back none.