[Intro]
It’s crazy
I used to feel it right away
and still talk myself out of it
[Verse 1]
I remember noticing small things
not even big enough to explain
just a feeling
like something wasn’t sitting all the way right
nothing loud
nothing obvious
just a shift
I couldn’t really put into words
and instead of leaving it there
I would start thinking through it
like maybe I’m overthinking
maybe I’m expecting too much
maybe I’m reading too far into it
maybe it’s not what I think it is
and I would sit in that
longer than I should have
not because I didn’t see it
but because I didn’t trust what I saw
[Verse 2]
it wasn’t confusion
it was hesitation
like I needed proof
for something I already felt
and by the time I got the proof
it didn’t even matter
because I already knew
I just needed something outside of me
to confirm what was already inside
and looking back
that’s the part that stands out the most
I wasn’t missing awareness
I was overriding it
[Verse 3]
I think I used to believe
that if I couldn’t explain it
then I shouldn’t act on it
like I owed everything logic
before I allowed myself to move
so I would stay
and try to understand it
try to make it make sense
even when it didn’t feel right
and the longer I stayed
the clearer it got
but I still waited
[Verse 4]
now it’s different
I don’t go back and forth with it
I don’t sit and debate it
if something feel off
I notice
if something shift
I pay attention
but I don’t argue with myself anymore
I don’t need it to fall apart
for me to understand it
I don’t wait for it to get worse
just to justify leaving
[Bridge]
I think that’s what changed
not what I see
just how I respond to it
[Verse 5]
I used to stay just to understand
now I leave with understanding
I used to wait for it to be obvious
now I trust what’s subtle
I don’t need it to prove itself
over and over again
once is enough
if I’m paying attention
and that alone
changed everything
[Outro]
I wasn’t wrong before
I just didn’t trust myself enough
to move on it
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