[Male]
Most days are good, most days are fine,
Most days I should go out, but I’d rather just hide.
From all of the looks, all the moments that stick,
I know they might mean nothing, I’m just not used to this.
I wanna go home to a time in my life
When I felt like my future was mine to decide.
When getting up and going didn’t cross through my mind,
When I never had to question if I’d be alright.
Now motivation comes and goes,
Hesitation’s all I know.
Making plans inside my head,
Then watching another day go.
Where did I go wrong in the first place
Was I living in a dream I was destined to wake from someday?
’Cause now my old life lives in the back of my brain,
Getting louder every time that I remember my name.
And sometimes I get so low
I don’t know how I’ll carry this pain my whole life.
But I don’t wanna go…
I wanna do something with the time that is mine.
I just don’t know how yet…
I just know I gotta try.
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Most days are good, most days are fine,
Most days I should, but I’d rather just hide.
’Cause I can’t let go of my past self,
Always needing more time, but time never helps.
So don’t waste your whole life waiting on me,
I’m still figuring out who I’m supposed to be.
Most days are good, most days are fine,
I can’t love like I used to…
But I’ll always try.
Most days are good, most days are fine,
Most days I tell myself, “You’ll be alright.”
But when everybody sleeps and I’m alone at night,
I know there’s still damage that I keep outta sight.
Everything used to have color to me,
Now some days the whole world feels black and white.
Nobody sees the person I remember being,
And that thought keeps attacking my mind.
Why me
That question never leaves.
They tell me how rare it is,
But numbers don’t mean a thing
When you’re the one living it.
Still, I keep myself coasting,
Trying not to drown in my history.
I know that I’m not alone,
But loneliness still finds a way of reaching me.
And I know there are people like me,
But sometimes I don’t wanna see
A reflection of the life
I never would’ve chosen willingly.
I just wanna be happy.
I just wanna feel free.
I just wanna wake up one morning
And recognize me.
I’ve pleaded my case,
Asked a thousand times, “Why?”
I’m a strong man,
But even strong men get tired.
And I’m tired…
But I’m here.
I’m hurting…
But I’m here.
Maybe being alright
Doesn’t mean becoming who I was.
Maybe someday being alright
Means learning who I am because…
Most days are good, most days are fine,
Most days I should, but I’d rather just hide.
’Cause I still miss my past self,
And I’ll probably miss him for the rest of my life.
But don’t waste your whole life worrying for me,
There’s still something inside that refuses to leave.
Most days are good, most days are fine,
I don’t love like I used to..
But I’m learning to try.
Most days are good..
Most days are fine…
Maybe one day I won’t feel
Like I’m running out of time.
Most days are good..
Most days are fine..
Most days I should..
But I rather just hide..
But I hope I wont have to.