[Intro – Sung/Rapped]
Either I’m in heaven or I’m in hell
I think I’m losing my mind here, I can’t tell
Stuck in a loop I made myself
No rewind, just pain I felt
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[Verse 1 – Rapped]
I been livin’ on pause like my life got froze
Every road I take just lead to a ghost
Tryna make peace with the things I broke
But the past don’t sleep, it just screams in smoke
Every “what if” hits like a shot
And the mirror don’t blink when I’m all I got
People say “just move on,” like that ain’t tough
When the weight in my chest just won’t let up
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[Pre-Chorus – Sung]
I’m tired of fakin’, tired of tryin’
Smilin’ while inside I’m dyin’
One foot in hope, one foot in regret
And I still ain’t figured it out yet
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[Chorus – Sung]
I’m losing my mind, can’t find my way
Stuck in a moment that won’t go away
I replay mistakes like a worn-out track
Wishin’ for forward, but I keep lookin’ back
Either I’m in heaven or I’m in hell
I think I’m losin’ my mind here, I can’t tell
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[Verse 2 – Rapped]
Got dreams in the dark I’m scared to touch
And love I let go ‘cause I cared too much
My hands reach out but I pull back in
Like I’m scared of the fall, but I crave the wind
Every friend feel like a stranger now
And silence is loud, it don’t drown out sound
Just echoes of “you should’ve,” “why didn’t you?”
I’m stuck at the start with no breakthrough
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[Bridge – Spoken/Sung]
Maybe I’m broken past repair
Or maybe I’m just still stuck in fear
But if there’s a way to breathe again
Let it come, even if it’s the end
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[Final Chorus – Full Vocals]
I’m losing my mind, can’t find my way
Caught in a spiral that I can’t escape
These days feel like one long night
No sun, just shadows, and borrowed light
Either I’m in heaven or I’m in hell
But I’m still here, and I can’t tell
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[Outro – Whispered/Rapped]
Still tryna fix what I can’t define
Stuck in a loop, just losing my mind…
JAKB