Loop

I said it’s the last time, swore it on my name

But the bottle’s half-empty, and I’m back in the rain

It’s a cold kind of comfort, a warm kind of pain

I’m chasing the silence, outrunning the shame

Every step’s a spiral, every breath a lie

I bury my promise just to feel alive

Caught in a loop, can’t break free

Same old ghosts keep haunting me

Highs that lift, then crash and burn

Lessons I never seem to learn

I scream “I’m done,” but I come back soon

I’m orbiting hell, stuck in a loop

Friends say they miss me, but I’m just a shell

Keep dialing my dealer, he knows me too well

Mirror’s a stranger, eyes sunken and red

Half of me’s dying, the rest already dead

Tried rehab, prayer, and a brand new start

But the beast in my brain still knows my heart

Caught in a loop, can’t break free

Same old ghosts keep haunting me

Highs that lift, then crash and burn

Lessons I never seem to learn

I scream “I’m done,” but I come back soon

I’m orbiting hell, stuck in a loop

How many times can I fall and rise?

How many truths buried under lies?

Wish I could run, wish I could stay

Wish I could just make it through one damn day

[Breakdown] (spoken/rap)

Told myself one hit, just one night

Now I’m back in the dark, losing the fight

It’s a game I keep losing, but I still play

Same pain, new scars every day

Caught in a loop, can’t break free

Same old ghosts keep haunting me

Highs that lift, then crash and burn

Will I ever live the peace I yearn?

I scream “I’m done,” but I come back soon

One more round in this endless loop

Whispered lies and broken truths

Every step just leads me back to you

Loop…