I lose control when I ask questions and I let my head start to take me to another place when all I wanted to do was give the world and help you smile to be there for a while to help raise these kids just show them a world that I’ll never see with one parent you don’t see things though I see them like me. I love you and I can swallow the pain 10 minutes after I was pissed off at you, could you hold it again for meand make things hard to say mean hateful things just like I would, but I’ll forgive you for those things that you say as soon as I see those eyes, I love you