Never Coming Back

No one warned me ‘bout the emptiness,

Room feels too big, echoes in the silence.

Phone in my hand but it feels like a stone,

Not ‘cause it’s full, but it’s quiet, I’m alone.

Everywhere I go, yeah, you’re still in the air,

In the songs I skip, in the streets I don’t dare.

Words on my tongue that I can’t let out,

Your ghost in my chest, I can’t shake it out.

Heartbreak ain’t the moment you leave,

It’s the mornings after when I can’t believe.

Every sunrise just cuts me in half,

Waking up knowing you’re never coming back.

Never coming back… (yeah)

You’re never coming back…

Cruelest part is, you’re still alive,

Laughing, moving on, while I barely survive.

You love again while I’m stuck in rewind,

Watching memories like movies I can’t leave behind.

Can’t escape you in the little things,

Empty spaces where your presence used to sing.

Your absence louder than your voice ever was,

And it kills me slow ‘cause I can’t pause.

Heartbreak ain’t the moment you leave,

It’s the mornings after when I can’t believe.

Every sunrise just cuts me in half,

Waking up knowing you’re never coming back.

Never coming back… (yeah)

You’re never coming back…

I carry you in silence, I carry you in pain,

Every street I avoid, every drop of rain.

You’re living your life while I fade to black,

And I can’t accept that you’re never coming back.

Heartbreak ain’t the moment you leave,

It’s the mornings after when I can’t believe.

Every sunrise just cuts me in half,

Waking up knowing you’re never coming back.

Loneliness

Crowd around me, but I’m lost in my head,

Smiles and the love, but it feels like pretend.

They cheer when I shine, disappear when I’m dead,

Loneliness follows me, it’s my only friend.

Camera flashes, but I’m fading in the frame,

Everybody knows my face, nobody knows my pain.

Voices in the room, but I still hear the rain,

Falling in my chest, dripping down into my veins.

I can’t explain what’s wrong inside,

I wear a mask, they see me smile.

But behind my eyes, the truth won’t hide,

I’m breaking down in silence every night.

Crowd around me, but I’m lost in my head,

Smiles and the love, but it feels like pretend.

They cheer when I shine, disappear when I’m dead,

Loneliness follows me, it’s my only friend.

I drown in applause, but I’m gasping for air,

They love the idea, not the soul that is there.

Empty conversations, but nobody cares,

I scream in a crowd, but it’s like I’m not there.

Maybe it’s me, maybe I push away,

Or maybe no one sees the mess I’ve made.

I pray for peace, but it won’t stay,

Loneliness haunts me every day.

Crowd around me, but I’m lost in my head,

Smiles and the love, but it feels like pretend.

They cheer when I shine, disappear when I’m dead,

Loneliness follows me, it’s my only friend.