Reflections

When i think about you

It felt like an eternity since we've spoken

But as the pages turn and the chapters change

I find myself going back to the start

I wish we had each other like we did back then

It doesn't feel the same without you

You were always there me for me

I couldn't imagine that we would end

Cause I always loved you

And it kills me to say

That I decay, when you show up in my head again and again

The chats we had would cheer me up

From the doubts and my recklessness

You had saved me, from doing everything I would've regretted

But now I miss you, Im not the same guy like I was before

Im just a ghost still mourning our death

I couldn't imagine that we would end

Cause I always loved you to the ends of the earth

And it kills me to say

That I decay, when I think about you again and again

All the lost time, we had it rough when i moved away

When I constantly stare at my phone to see if you rang

Maybe I should've listened to everyone, and just let go (let go)x3

I was my own villain in my story

Drowing in my own thoughts about you

When I should've listened to them