Reflections

When i think about you
It felt like an eternity since we've spoken
But as the pages turn and the chapters change
I find myself going back to the start
I wish we had each other like we did back then
It doesn't feel the same without you

You were always there me for me
I couldn't imagine that we would end
Cause I always loved you 
And it kills me to say
That I decay, when you show up in my head again and again

The chats we had would cheer me up
From the doubts and my recklessness 
You had saved me, from doing everything I would've regretted

But now I miss you, Im not the same guy like I was before
Im just a ghost still mourning our death

I couldn't imagine that we would end
Cause I always loved you to the ends of the earth
And it kills me to say
That I decay, when I think about you again and again
All the lost time, we had it rough when i moved away
When I constantly stare at my phone to see if you rang

Maybe I should've listened to everyone, and just let go (let go)x3
I was my own villain in my story
Drowing in my own thoughts about you
When I should've listened to them

Metalcore, ambient, dark ambient, trance