Rain

The rain washing away my pain

But it still lingers like a parasite

Like i dont deserve all this yet

Like im missing something

As I renounce all my friends

The teeth of God sinks into me

Leaving me to question if im in the wrong place

It feels like im walking in fog not knowing where I'm going

As my memory fades to black

And my motivation to move forward is gone

i cant reach paradise

Its so close but its so out of reach

do I even want it or deserve it

My tears are gone

They made me what I am today